Trying to get through life

Just a normal Conversation

Thu, 16 Mar 2006 17:51:53 GMT

so, the other day in class, i was reeeaaaaallly hyper. and it was in Mr. Cornell's Alg.2 class. so i was sitting there, really bored, really hyper and giggling at everthing. so,i decided to write a note to Rachel B. (my room-mate). and it went as follows..... just keep in mind, it's a normal conversation.... considered to my friends it's normal for me.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Rachel N (that's me): What's your first thought when i say, "War Weasles!!!"

Rachel B (roomie and partner in crime): Small rodent like animals with helmets on and atomatic rifles!

Rachel N.: Yes!! Exactly! This, my dear friend, is how i plan to take over the world. What say you?

Rachel B.: Brilliant! Genius!!! No words can describe!

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

yeah... that's life for ya.

Sleep over time!

Sat, 14 Jan 2006 04:37:36 GMT

i'm jome for the weekened and brought a friend home with me! yes and finally. we were watching Narnia and her cell rang and i'm taking thid moment ot update.

this past week, i haven't gotten on computer once. been waaaaaaay to busy with work, and especially school.d i'm trying to boost my GPA to help me get into college.

haven't really gotten to talk to my friends here at home, it seems that i now have a life and no longer have time to play games, waste brain cells on the net, heh, breathe, lol.

well, i'm off to check myspace. laterses.

Nothing happening

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 18:49:04 GMT

well, i'm back at school, and so far everything's going fine. not much to updat about. i need to get back into the habit of writing in this thing again............... there's just not anything to talk about. my roomie's sick, my neighbor is in-love (sorta), and i'm just me. well, i'm off to
Alg. II class.

New look

Thu, 29 Dec 2005 19:04:21 GMT

Okay, this layout credit goes to carriep63. thank you. and please ignore the strange red color on the background, i can't seem to get rid of it no matter how hard i try. if you know what the problem is, please let me know how to do it. i'm very computer illiterate and am lucky i could even do this much. well, i'll be going now. later.

Long time

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 18:49:45 GMT

wow, it's been forever! it's seems as though, dare i say it, i actually have a life! gasp! i would have never thought it possible. oh well, i guess miracles do happen, or God simply felt sorry for me and gave me an illusion to make things not so painful to watch.

i do believe it's time for a background change her on LJ. i need to try and change it some time, and actually update............psh, yeah right!i can't even study on a regular basis.

saw Lauren at the Movie gallery, it's been FOREVER! which reminds me, i still need to give Lauren and Matt their x-mas presents. aaaaand Kaite's currently on her way to Texas, to meet her bo's family. i go back to school the 1st, yay. i think the excitments getting to me. -_-;

in other news, i am now the proud owner of a majestically baeutiful laptop!! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek! ^___________________^ x-mas was quite wonderful this year, less presents but better things. which reminds me, i'm still trying to get my FF:AC movie from dad......gotta find out where he re-hid the little bugger.

I've have found a wonderful song artist who's CD i'm dying to get, James Blunt. awsome guy. cute too. but he still can't replace my pathetic JDOCD syndrome. Long live Johnny Depp!!!! ::bows to an imaginary Johhny Depp Shrine:: *5 minutes later and in lotus postion* the mind is a powerful thing....awwwwmmmmmmmmmmm.....

*cough cough* well, i better update this before i loose my wireless connection again. god, i love this thing.

Blah

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 20:38:50 GMT

i'm lifeskills and bored. like reall really bored. downloaded a bunch of Naruto music vidoes. it was fun. yeah. the end.

All i want is some real food

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 22:34:06 GMT

oooookaaaaaaay, i just back from dinner. and it sucked. like it usually does, and for the past month or more we have had sandwiches for dinner. yes. every. single. freaking. night. so, there i was sitting at my little table and all of a sudden i scream, "ALL I WANT IS SOME REAL FOOD!!!!!!!!" then Amber, who was sitting beside me, with all seriousness, "you want some ramen?" yeah. my life.

on a better note, it's freezing up here, aaaaaaand i don't have any kind of real jacket either, so i'm bumming from Amber, yay. not much really happens here, it's all quiet.

OOOOOOO!!!! i brought my A&P grade up from a D- to C!!! WOOT WOOT!

last night we threw a b-day party for Amber, she turned 18 Friday. so they decorated the room all scary with cob-webs and spiders and stuck a black light in there, real spiffy, it looked good. so i came over here to the dorm on my dinner break (working at the manor, like usual). well, to say the least, the place was outa control. i found Amber making out with a shiny gohst balloon, and then some was like, "Hey Amber! practicing for when Lucas makes out with you?" and Ambers immediate answer was, "YES!HAHAHA.....wait...." O_o Lucas is this guy who's totally obsessed with her and she doesn't like him that way. and it went like that for who knows how long. they were high on candy. yes, being in a dorm locked in with lots of caffine and candy is a bad thing.

so that's about it. life's good.

Survey thiny

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 16:56:32 GMT

xXRed:AngerXx
are you currently mad at someone? nope, have no reason too
which of your friends has the worst temper? hmm, i think that it would have to be Allison St.V.
what’s the meanest thing you've ever done? hehe, given an old lady a shower who did want one. hey! she hadn't had one in a month!! don't look at me that way (please keep in mind that my job is a CNA)
have you ever threw something at anyone? yeah, it was fun ^-^
does your face turn red when your angry? no
when your mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell and scream? stare angrily, if i talk i'll get myself ito trouble.

xXBlack:ExcitementXx
has anyone ever threw you a surprise party? yes
are you easily excited? yes
what event is coming up that your most excited about? either Christmas banquet or when i get my FF:AC movie
which of your friends is most excitable? .....Amber. most definatly Amber
If you won a million dollars what would be your first thought? must put into bank and live off of interest..........HOLY CRAP I'M RICH!!!!! ::passes out::
If you could have anything right now what would it be? my FF:AC movie that my doad wont give to me

xXYellow:self discoveryXx
Full Name? Rachel Lauren (i'm saying my last name cause this is on the net)
Where were you born? Charelston, SC <3
Whats your main goal in life?
What do you value more friends or family? that's a tough one, but i think it would be family
Do you want to have children? OMG YES!
How do you want to die? not in a nursing home or in pain

xXGreen:OpinionsXx
Sex before marriage? for me personally no, if you want to go right ahead, it's your life
Gay Marriage? no comment

Lowering the drinking age? could care less. i don't drink
Capital Punishment? not sure
Abortion? I woudn't have one, but i think it should be a choice
Recycling? yes

xXBlue:DreamsXx
What was your latest dream? eh, i was at my old school and Jordan was there with a few other people from school, and we were living there/going to school and i was on my night gown. then i had to go to the bathroom and there rabid kids in there trying to bite me and stuff....and it goes on like that.
Which of your friends do you dream about the most? ....here latley it's been Jordan if anyone.
Have any of your dreams come true? strangley enough, yes
Do you usually remember your dreams? most of the time
What was the weirdest dream you've ever had? look at the first question in this section

What was the best dream? .....i have the right to remain silent.

xXPurple:LoveXx
Straight, Gay, Bi? HOLY CRAP, STAIGHT!
Do you have a boyfriend? nope
Do you have a girlfriend? nope
Do you have a crush? nope
Who was your first kiss with? never had one
Who is the best "hugger" that you know? i think it would have to be Luke...i think

Do you believe in Love at first sight? no, i call that irrationality

_____10 FAVORITES_____
1) Favorite Color: blue
2) Favorite Food: LoMen
3) Favorite Band: Flogging Molly
4) Favorite Song right now: some song off a flash movie
5) Favorite Movie: Metal Mayhem
6) Favorite Sport: iceskating
7) Favorite Season: Fall
8) Favorite Day Of the Week: whatever day that i have off from work
9) Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: anything with Caramel
10) Favorite Time of Day: evenings that i have off

_____9 CURRENTS_____
1) Current Mood: um, bored
2) Current Taste: toothpaste
3) Current Clothes: PJ's
4) Current Desktop: a pic of Reno looking cute
5) Current Music: nothing
6) Current Time: 11:55 am
7) Current Surroundings: computer room in girls dorm with other girls on computers
8) Current Thoughts: i want a boyfriend mostly because i've been seeing movies with cute/hott guys in them and Katie telling me that she got to cuddel with her b/f/. but i probably wont get one until second year of college

_____8 FIRSTS_____
1) First Best Friend: Katie and Honiko
2) First Kiss: never
3) First Screen: ....i don't remember
4) First Pet: Nubbin, a winderful black lab that loved to chew at the edges of our steps
5) First Piercing: none
6) First Crush: nathan or ryan
7) First Music: celtic, i think

_____7 LASTS_____
1) Last Cigarette: none, never will
2) Last Drink: none, never will
3) Last Car Ride: hehe, Rachel B. had a mattress in the back of Mr. Garrets truck, and she was driving. Amber and i were in the back of the truck laying on the mattres pretending that we were swimming, as she drove, and yeah.
4) Last Kiss: never
5) Last Movie Seen: i didn't get to finish 13, but i guess the last movie was The Prince and Me. very cute.
6) Last Phone Call: to my dad
7) Last CD Played: i think it was my Naruto Mix CD

_____6 HAVE YOU EVERS_____
1) Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Guy/Girl Friends: nope
2) Have You Ever Broken the Law: nope
3) Have You Ever Been Arrested: nope
4) Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: nope
5) Have You Ever Been on TV: yes
6) Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: nope

_____5 THINGS_____
1) 1 Thing You're Wearing: watch, shirt, pants, bra, and underwear.
2) 1 Thing You've Done Today: woke up and moved
3) 1 Thing Your Listening To Right Now: nothing
4) 1 Thing You Can't Live Without: Air
5) 1 Thing You Do When You're Bored: draw

_____4 PLACES YOU'VE BEEN TODAY_____
1)cafe
2)to the phone
3)bathroom
4)aaaaaaaaaaand.....::thinks reall hard:: to the computer?

_____3 PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL ANYTHING TO [mine are in order]_____
1)Katie
2)Honi
3)Aime

_____2 CHOICES_____
1) black or white: white
2) hot or cold: hot

_____1 THING YOU WANT TO DO_____
1) teach in Japan

Long time no write

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 16:44:38 GMT

ack! i haven't written in forever! i got to talk to Lauren the, wished her happy birthday, but i feel lousy, i haven't gotten her a present yet Y.Y bad me. i haven't been to a store in over a month, and that was a trip to Walmart that turned wild. yeah, it was totally randome. like, we were forced to be in Walmart for two hours.... bad things happen when teens get bored and a just turned 18 year old is excited because she can now legally buy condoms....long and out of control story.

was home last week, a nice change, and relaxing. Katie spent the night saturday, and she told me that in Wizard of Oz, this guy hangs himself. so i was like, ok, let's watch it and find out. weeeeeeeeeell, after about a good 30 minutes or so of intently watching Wizard of Oz, I see it. i was like, "OMG! Katie! i just saw it!" and she was like, "OMG! rewind it and let's watchi it again!" so i did, and we were stading like, 3 inches from the TV, and when saw the guy hang himself, Katie screamed and latched ehrself onto my arm, making me scream. so there we were, holding on to each other and screaming like at, 1:00 am in the morning. so yeah, that the excitement for me. hehe, i'm such a loser. ^_^

but that's about it on the updates. oh yeah, my dad has my FF:AC DVD and wont let me watch it. he even denies having it, saying that he knows this guy he can call and get it and will do that when my grades go up....yeah. irritating to say int he least. oh well, next homeleave. ttyl!

~Rachel

The biggest event

Mon, 19 Sep 2005 21:56:17 GMT

omg! i'm about to order FF:AC........::faint:: and then! i'm planning on getting Dirge of Cerberous. and then eventually getting my own copy of FFX-2. i really liked that game. it twas fun. so, yeah. i think i'm gonna splerdge on myself this year, i usually don't. so i'm give myself some long awaited gifts ^_^. later folks, dinner is calling.

New layout!!

Sun, 18 Sep 2005 18:17:14 GMT

Whoohoo!! new layout! finally. credit goes to "touketsu_omoide". wonderful job and thnx.

not too much has been going on here. i get to go home though next weekened. i feel bad. i haven't really talked to any of my friends at home for a while. i miss them Y.Y i guess i'll to try during hte week to call them cause i have to work 2-day >_< blah.

HOLY CRAP!!!

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 15:01:27 GMT

AAAGGHHHH!!! i just watched an official Final Fantasy: Advent Children trailer and just about went into convulsions. it going to be released in Japan on 11/28/05. i can't wait!!!! eeeekk!!!! ::goes into anime chibi mode and hearts pop out everywhere::

oh yeah,i get to go home 2-morrow!! so excited! love you all!

ACK!

Thu, 01 Sep 2005 14:01:51 GMT

holy crap i haven't updated in forever!! >_< let's see, last weekened i went on senior retreat. we were originally palnning on staying in tents, but it rained and we stayed in the gym, which wasn't so bad if you minus the REALLY hard floors and mugginess. sat. we played a bunch of group games, we did a faith drop (wich is when you stand on a ledge, cross your arms, and fall backwards into your teamates arms, which it doesn't seem that tall until you actually get up there), cliff jumping (the bottom cliff was 30 ft up and we jumped into the river) speed boating, water tubing, jet skiing, swimming, and alot of running around. ^_^

it was sooooooooooo much fun! then i'm doing two, yes TWO reports this week, one today and one friday. today i'm reinacting Beowulf in a different reality, which should be quite intertaining. then friday, hehe, i'm doing a rap for A&P on golgi apperatus.... yes, i'm serious. Jason insisted we do a rap a song. he's having me dress in a shirt that's a hundred sizes to big and same with the pants. i think i'll be borrowing Marten's clothes. and he's huge!!! not fat, but reeeeaaaaalllly tall.

hmmm, i think that's about it on the updates. oh! i come home the 7th, so i'm excited! and that's it folks!!! i love you all and miss you all!! ::blows kisses::

Tired

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 22:50:25 GMT

Ahhh, end of the week, to bad i have to work the weekened. oh well. it's been a pretty good week, things are starting to flow, and yatta yatta. not much has been happening, which is sad. well, last night someone almost threw up on me in the manor. it was gross. last night was the first time i ha to deal with vomit, and i found out REAL quick that i can't handle that, mentally and physically. i had to keep on walking to to calm myself down and resist the urge to throw up myself >_< blarg.

i got to talk to my brothers, that was exciting. and that's about it. hm, i'll try and call Matt sometime, and Katie too. she's gonna be moving into her dorm apartment thingy. laters!

roffel! XD

School's started back

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 14:38:15 GMT

well, not to much has happened since i last wrote, which was quite a while ago. school's back in swing and things are going good, which i'm very happy for. i have got some wonderful news! we have this new kid, in my senior class, and he is soooooooooooooo cute! he's all quiet and shy, and, ::laughs: Amber was all like, "hey you wanna be my partner?" for our government project yesterday. i'm telling you, the girls here are like starved dogs (i know it's sounds kinda harsh) and are all like, "OH MY GOD!!!! IT'S A GUY! HE'S CUTE! MIIIINNNNEEE, MINEMINEMINEMINEMINE!!!!!" and it's mad dash and wrestling and beating the crap outa each other. hehe, that's over doing it, alot, but girls are pretty vicious.

hm, nothing's really happened, at least worth talking about. well, i gotta go finish my government and study A&P, we're gonna have a test on that soon.

I love quizzes

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 00:48:01 GMT

i love these things!!! they are so much fun and tend to cheer me up most of the time. ^___________^

Life's Strange Path
LiveJournal Username
Which era would suit you best?
Nobody knows that you're insecure about?
You secretly covet?

Succesful career as a Grace Jones impersonator?	kitty_evil
Will pioneer used silicon implant brokering	door_matt
Will start a cult worshiping household appliances	_reincarnation
Builds the first casino on the moon	kitty_evil
Inadvertantly causes the destruction of Tokyo	hatakekakashi
Gets an Oscar 4 Best Fluffer in a porn film	hatakekakashi
Cures cancer, but dies before telling anyone	_reincarnation
Has a jar full of eyeballs in the fridge	pura_vida87


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Your Livejournal Ninja-Clan
LiveJournal Username
The symbol of your clan
Your sword is a
Favorite ninja weapon/tool
Your clan's secret technique
Your uniform is

Name of your clan	The Akutagawa Demons
Number of Ninjas in your clan	462
Head of enemy clan who is bent on your destruction	kitty_evil
Enigmatic ninja with mysterious past	_reincarnation
Ultimate ninja who doesn't reveal their true ability until the last battle	hatakekakashi
Person who was mistaken for the Great-White-Ninja as a child	hatakekakashi
Ninja that calls out the name of every attack before striking	door_matt
One of the many 'extra' ninjas slaughtered en-masse by a plot relevent opponent	hatakekakashi


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Got Bored

Sat, 23 Jul 2005 21:13:06 GMT

Your Excellent LJ Evil Minions
LiveJournal Username
favorite drink
weapon of choice
do you like the taste of envelope glue?

the evil ninja mastermind hellbent on world domination	pura_vida87
the bewitching and sexually ambiguous one that no one knows anything about	hatakekakashi
the scarysmart one, eerily calm even in the midst of chaos	_reincarnation
the tiny, seemingly-delicate one with a deadly temper and awesome strength	kitty_evil
the pale, quiet one who turns out to be really, really scary	door_matt
the sexy, smirking anti-villain who joins your side at the last moment	door_matt
the snarky punk mercenary who's only there for the money and coz they love a good fight	hatakekakashi
the distant arrogant aristocrat who wants to bring down the society they were born into	kitty_evil


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You are a maniac
killer.
It doesn't matter who they are and what they
have or haven't done. You still want to kill
them. And for a simple reason only; it's fun.
Seeing people in pain is like ecstasy. Maybe
you have some sort of mental problems or you
are this way because of previous deep scars,
only you know. But now you are sadistic and
maybe you only like to see a special group of
people be in pain (e.g. preps). However you are
not the most social person in the bunch and
people think you are weird. That bothers you
somewhat but atleast you can entertain yourself
with daydreaming about killing them. After all,
they have no idea what's coming.

Main weapon: Explosives and torture
equpiment
Quote: "Insanity: a perfect
rational adjustment to an insane world" -
R.D. Lang
Facial expression: Wicked smile

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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Your LiveJournal Pirate Crew
LiveJournal Username
Fifteen men on a dead man's chest!
Cutlass or pistol?
What is the name of your pirate ship?
Where is your secret pirate base?
What kind of loot do you prefer?
What do you and your crew prefer to be called?
Parrot or monkey?
Argh!

Your capable first mate	pura_vida87
Your bumbling cabin boy with a heart of gold	kitty_evil
The aloof, yet honorable, pirate with a mysterious past	kitty_evil
Is always the first one into the fray	hatakekakashi
Is the naval officer who ruthlessly pursues your ship	kitty_evil
Is the comical pirate who is always drunk on grog	kitty_evil
Is currently in Davy Jones's locker	pura_vida87
The amount of money you make as a pirate	$188,892


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My bid for world domination
LiveJournal Username
Why you did it
Your lair
Your hideous secret weapon
Your favourite colour

Beautiful and exotic but deadly eastern lieutenant	kitty_evil
Henchperson who constantly plays with knifes	_reincarnation
Your perverted scientific genius	_reincarnation
You cordon bleu chef	_reincarnation
Lieutenant with serious moral qualms	pura_vida87
Number of countries subverted	95


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If LiveJournal were an anime...
LiveJournal Username
Do you watch anime?
Do you speak Japanese?
Do you read Japanese?
What if LiveJournal were an anime?
Pick a Beach Boys song.

The performer of the opening theme	door_matt
The magical girl	door_matt
The talking animal	kitty_evil
The lecherous old man	door_matt
The teenager who uses ancient magic to win games	kitty_evil
The fifteen-year-old Japanese girl with blond hair and a D cup	hatakekakashi
Number of seasons it would last	15,709


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Longtime

Sat, 23 Jul 2005 02:46:32 GMT

it's been a while since i wrote. not really had anytime. and in about two weeks i go back to school Y.Y

got to spend the day Katie, we watched War Of the Worlds. it was ok. Katie was kinda scared and ended up chewing 3 finder nails almost off, and jumped on me during a "scary" part. it was actually quite intertaining ^_^

planning one last attempt to get Matt over to Katie's to swim. and this one had better work cuase i'm tired of them all flopping. so yeah, that's about it in my world.

oh yeah, Jazbo died, and we got 3 more kittens (which it's a official that i'm alllergic to cats), less than 2 hours that we had them Itchy killed one, dad got rid of Itchy (he's the dog). some hunting dude said he could use him.....yeah. but the two kittens are absolutly adorable! and Fred's doing pretty good on his own. so all's good. later and good night.

bored

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 22:52:24 GMT

YOUR:
[x.] name: Rachel

[x.] birthday: May 2

[x.] piercings: nope
[x.] tattoos: zero. to chicken and afraid of pain

[x.] height: 5'4"

[x.] shoe size: 6 1/2-7

[x.] hair color: red

[x.] length: at my shoulder blades

[x.] siblings: Brian and Eric

[x.] pets: Echie, Fred, and Jazbo who passed away today. please stop and take this moment to pause and have a moment of silence :: bows head::

LAST:

[x.] movie you rented: Envy

[x.] movie you bought: ummmm, Lord of the Rings III.... i thing

[x.] song you listened to: Gohst Dance by Sting (i really don't remember the name)
[x.] song that was stuck in your head: some some a crazed resident was singing. don't know the name

[x.] thing you downloaded: Naruto (episode 141)

[x.] cd you bought: .. rarely ever buy, majority of the time i copy. and the last one was my mom's Sting CD

Do YOU.....
[x.] you believe in online dating: nope

[x.] you want more piercings: i have none and plan on getting none

[x.] you want more tattoos: have none and plan on getting none

[x.] you drink: no, never will.

[x.] you do drugs: lord no. never will.

[x.] you smoke: once again, no. never will

[x.] you like cleaning: eh, majority of the time

[x.] you like roller coasters: not really. last one i was on (which was like, 10 years ago) i got whiplash

[x.] you write in cursive or print: print

[x.] you carry a donor card: some day

For or Against...
[x.] teenage smoking: against

[x.] doing drugs: highly against

[x.] premarital sex: AGAINST

[x.] driving drunk: please don't

BEST...
[x.] tv show: i don't really watch TV...

[x.] thing in the world: life, laughing, my dad

[x.] thing to collect: dragons or anything mythological, or oreintal

[x.] colors of all time: color combination is black and red; lone color would be blue or green

[x.] thing to do on a rainy day: sleep, read, play PS2, talk to a friend, be with a friend, talk to my dad

[x.] feeling in the world: seeing your crush smile back at you or laugh at one of your jokes. or spending time and talking with my dad

WHAT.....
[x.] what perfume do you use: none, i don;t have the money or time for that stuff

[x.] shoes do you wear: anything cheap, affordable, comfortable, and stays together

[x.]what are you scared of: SPIDERS!!!!! the nasty abominations... and my dad dying.

Have you ever...
[x.] ever cried over a girl/boy: once. and the whole situation was stupid

[x.] ever lied to someone: yep

[x.] Fallen for your best friend?: nnnnnnooooooooo. my best friend is a girl... and i don't fly that way

[x.] Made out with JUST a friend?: no, never kissed a guy a in my life, or a guy kiss me. visa-versa thing

[x.] Been in love?: don't...really know.

[x.] Cheated on someone?: never been with anyone, so in conclusion, no.

Who was the last person...
[x.] You touched?: my mom held my hand at CVS

[x.] You talked to?: mom

[x.] You hugged?: dad

Have you/are you/do you have...
[x.] Considered a life of crime?: the thought of taking over the world has crossed my mind a time or two

[x.] Considered being a hooker?: i have to say that would be a "no" answer

[x.] Considered being a pimp?: uuuuhhhh, no.

[x.] Are you psycho?: not really.

[x.] Split personalities?: nope.

[x.] Obsessive compulsive?: nope

[x.] Panic?: yep. infact i panicked when i found my cat practically dead in the yard last Saturday

[x.] Anxiety?: yep

[x.] Depressed?: mm, not really. maybe for a day when i was PMS'ing...

[x.] Paranoid?: at times, yes.

[x.] Obsessed with hate?: no. i like to be optamistic

[x.] Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore?: no

[x.] Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them?: depneds on what you're talking about

Are you...
[x.] Understanding: i try to be as much as i can

[x.] Open-minded: try to be

[x.]Jealous Easily: mm, no, i don't think so

[x.] Interesting: i think i am

[x.] Hungry: yes.

[x.] Friendly: i try to be

[x.] Childish: yes, whenever i'm around katie, which is like almost all the time.

[x.] Healthy: i try to be. i is a vegetarian. which means i eats no meats.

[x.] Difficult: not really

[x.] Thirsty: kinda

[x.] Responsible: i try
[x.] Sad: no

[x.] Happy: i'm ok

[x.] Trusting: i try to be

[x.] Talkative: around strangers, no. around freinds, yes.

[x.] Lonely: oh my god yes Y.Y

[x.] Own a webcam? no

[x.] Ever get off the computer? yep

Currents

[x.] Current Clothes: scrubs

[x.] Current Mood: content

[x.] Current Taste: water

[x.] Current Hair: in a ponytail

[x.] Current Annoyance: none at the moment

[x.] Current Smell: scallaped potatoes

[x.] Current thing you ought to be doing: nothing
[x.] Current Book: People of the Earth
[x.] Current DVD In Player: Jo, Josh & Cuddles, in "Curses"... a homemade movie some of the guys made at school

[x.] Current Refreshment: water?

[x.] Current Worry: how to plan next wed. matt and i are supposed to go to katie's to swim or something

[x.] Current Crush: ........i will not say since this will be posted on the net

On Dating....

[x.] Long or short hair? i like longer hair. as long as i can run my fingers through it, it's fine.

[x.] Dark or blond hair? doesn't matter

[x.] Tall or short? taller than me

[x.] Ms./mr. Sensitive or Ms./mr. Funny?: funny. definitly funny

[x.] Good boy/girl or bad boy/girl? good boy
[x.] Dark or light eyes? i like dark, but either's fine

[x.] Pierced or no? preferably no

On preferences.
[x.] Chocolate milk or hot chocolate? dunno

[x.] McDonalds or Burger King?: neither

[x.] Marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend? that's a hard one. prabably perfect freind. your true spouse/soul mate will be your best friend

[x.] Sweet or sour? sweet
[x.] Root Beer or Dr. Pepper? Dr. Pepper

[x.] Sappy/action/comedy/horror? comedy!!!!!

[x.] Cats or dogs? both

[x.] Ocean or Pool? i like both

[x.] Cooler Ranch or Nacho Cheese? both, yum yum
[x.] Mud or Jell-O wrestling? neither
[x.] With or without ice-cubes? doesn't matter

[x.] Rain or shine? shine

[x.] Winter/Spring/Summer/Fall? fall

[x.] Vanilla or Chocolate? vanilla

[x.] Gloves or mittens? mittens

[x.] Eyes open or closed? for what? open, to see?
[x.] Fly or breathe under water? fly

[x.] Bunk-bed or waterbed? i think water bed
[x.] Chewing gum or hard candy? don't care

[x.] Motor boat or sailboat? dunno

NuMbErS*

(*). Fave number(s): 13

(*). Number of times you've kissed or been kissed: none saddly

(*). Number of times you've made out with someone: none ::weeps::
(*). If you play any sports, what is(are) your number(s)? don't play sports
(*). Number of times you've read the Bible all the way thru: once

(*). Date of birth: May 2, 1988
(*). Year you graduate: 2006

(*). How many songs do you know by heart? never counted

(*). Number of times you eat out per week: zero
*). How long do you usually spend online on an average per day (thru out the day)? 5 minutes

(*). How long does it usually take you to fall asleep on an AVERAGE night? not to long

My kittie

Sun, 03 Jul 2005 15:17:47 GMT

::sigh:: well, it's been a while since i wrote anything other than what old people eat, drink, and poo. not much has been happening since yesterday 15 minutes before i left for work at 1:30 (it takes about 20-30 min. to get to Rivermont). our cat, Jazbo, had been missing for 2 days. we went to church yesterday and still no sign of him. came home for lunch, still no sign. about 1:00 mom went out to check her little garden, water plants and etc... well al of a sudden she rushes in and sais, "Amos, come here!" and of course she tries to exclude me cause she doesn't want me worried or something like that. but i could tell there was definite concern on her voice and i knew it had to be our cat. he had some how crawled up to the side of our house and tried to crall up the steps, but didn't have the energy. we were just standing there and looking at him, and we (more like mom and dad) were all like, well, we gotta burry him. and i was like, "OMG! DAD! he's breathing!!!!!" dad rushed over and was like, are you sure? so he got some gloves and picked Jazbo up and put him into a more spacious part of our yard.

there were flies everywhere. it was so horrible. on the side that Jazbo was laying on before we moved him, you couldn't see anything wrong with him. but when dad moved him he turned Jazzy over, and there was this huge hole in his back leg and no hair around it and you could see into him the hole was so deep. to make a long story short, we had to call the vets, pay $80 just for the emergency visit, (mom and dad had dropped me off at work already) and the docter said that if he lived throught the night, he might be ok.

but the doctor said that he had already gotten gain-green (did i spell that right?) into his muscle where the hole was and had the poor thing hooked up to an IV and gave him medicine. Doc said that the only thing that really mattered were that his liver and kidneys still worked. and theyed know today cause if he was still alive, then that meant that they were probably working. but when dad picked me up from work at 10 last night, he said that he wondered if he should've just went ahead and had him put to sleep.

to say the least, i'm kinda irritable today cause i'm still extremly worried. he's my baby.

Life is good

Sun, 19 Jun 2005 14:20:47 GMT

okay, i think i made last night's entry a a little hostile. it wasn't as bad as it seemed. i had just been on my feet all day and they hurt a little and i was tired. other than that i was fine.

today's gonna be great! going to take my dad out for father's day!!! ^_____^ eeeeeeeek! i'm so excited! laters!

Just off work

Sun, 19 Jun 2005 03:35:03 GMT

it's 10:25 pm. i just got off work. i'm tired. my feet hurt. Y.Y thank god i have tomorrow off. i'm taking dad to chattanooga for father's day, we're gonna go car shopping and laptop shopping for me, but we're not gonna buy any cause we're just looking at prices for now. ^_^ i saw Lauren's twin tonight at work. she was just a little taller than Lauren.

i am sooooo looking forward to Tuesday, swim party!! whoohoo! should be fun. uuummmmmmm... aaand i don't think that there's anything else........ right now bed's calling me, been on my feet for 8 hours, so yeah. rest sounds pretty good.

Nice day

Wed, 15 Jun 2005 22:58:02 GMT

i had a really great day! and it was my last free day. i start my first day of work at 6 tomorrow morning. but my day afficially starts at 4:30am. yes. i said 4:30 tomorrow morning. an un-Godly hour of doom.

went to Matt's today and Katie stole his favorite hat, and we decided to use it as blackmail to get Matt to come swimming. ^_~ we were there for about 2 hours i think. then Katie's favorite person came. yes, Joe. hehe, she's been play hitting on Joe, and it's soooooo funny!

anyway. i gotta go to bed around 8 tonight. oh my gosh, i soooo don't wanna do this, but i get off at 2, so i have the rest of the day off. not too bad, i guess. but then again, i am kinda excited. well, i'm off to go do...something?

yay!!

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 21:56:44 GMT

i went swinning yesterday!! woot woot! ^_______________^ i was happy, even though the water was pretty cold. but it was still fun. i spent almost the whole day at katie's, then she took me home and i fed her. i believe that i'll be starting work next week. yay. -_-;

i need something to do soooo bad. oh yeah, we're going to be getting rid of Ithie, our dog. he's been digging up the flower beds, tearing up the garden, chewing things, nocking the garbage can over, ect... i love the heathern to death, but dad's fed up. i don't blame him. Itchie's always jumping on us, and we're afraid he's gonna bite someone. and here lately he's been getting worse. dad said he either dumps him off, or shoots him. i have no idea who would take him, he's so annoying. we asked a dog worshiper today about him and she said to just put him down. Itchie's about 3 years old, so he's not going to be learning to much. and he's just getting worse! i feel so bad, he's my baby. Y.Y so i'm TRYING to find a home for him, but i just don't think anyone's going to take him. and if we take him to the pound, they're just going to gass him. ..........i don't know, but it's deppressing.

i think that's about it on the updates.

I have no life

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 23:00:12 GMT

let me prove to you that i have no life and a lot of time. and this kinda includes katie too.......we randomly call each other and tell corny jokes. then we hang up. 5 minutes later we're calling the other person just to tell them that we're bored. then we talk for an hour or two, then we hang up and get on the computer and talk to each other. or, we talk to each other while we're chatting on AIM............................yeah. wonderful life. -_-;

i believe i'll be working at the nursing home in South Pittsburg Y.Y sadness. i was really wanting to work at Grandveiw (which is a hospital) but that's not going to work out.

i need to get katie to run me by Matt's place, i need to give his stuff back. i still haven't watched Please Teacher, but read the Holic series, which was really good. ^_^

i'm offically addicted to FFX. i really want to finish it baaaaaaaaaad, even though the voice acting sucks. stupid game. started building the wonderful world of Urbz today too.

and i believe that's about it here in my world. i can't wait until katie gets off of work so i bug her. ^_~ i think i'll get on AIM tonight and talk to Matt and Katie if they get on. i'm gonna try and refrain from playing FFX cause i played it all day already.

.....i wanna call someone, i'm lonely....no, better yet, i want someone to call me. show me some love people.